Went to meditation class again.
There were some more people than last week… and they seemed to block my flow a bit. I couldn’t focus as much.
They were acting as if they were better than me - when we should be equals. They’d raise an eyebrow and go ‘Hm.’ when I explained I’d got on to Stage 2 of Reiki when I was 11, but fell away when life got in the way of things and was recently starting back up with meditation at 21.
My mum didn’t like the energy there tonight either. The energy from the teacher was lovely though, the same as last week, it just seems to be the other pupils of the class.
Maybe it’s because we’re new… but it might set off my anxiety if the same energy continues. So I need to take control of my issues and try and fix my way of thinking to be positive again.